Chapter 1: Career Aspirations

As I embark on a quest for a new job, I am also embracing significant life changes. There are moments in our lives when we feel compelled to evolve beyond our established routines, and I find myself at such a juncture. My goal is to secure a new job and embrace the single life, both of which will undoubtedly test my resilience.

Professionally, I aspire to either discover a side hustle to supplement my current income or find a better-paying remote position. Currently, I am employed full-time within the Florida library system, but the financial constraints are becoming increasingly apparent, a sentiment many can relate to given today's economic climate.

I am actively searching for a remote job that allows me to stay close to home, provides the flexibility of avoiding a daily commute, and offers me more quality time with my family. As I apply for various roles, I often feel uncertain about my career direction. Although I have been enrolled in a Google Data Analytics course, I have come to realize that this path may not be for me.

While scouring job listings, I often encounter misleading descriptions. For instance, many entry-level tech positions require five or more years of experience, which contradicts the very essence of being "entry-level." This leaves me feeling underqualified, despite nearly two decades of experience in various customer service roles.

Ideally, I am seeking a position in technology that allows me to utilize a different skill set than I currently employ. I desire a fully remote job within a diverse organization, where I can face new challenges and continue to learn.

Chapter 2: Personal Discovery

In addition to my professional pursuits, I am on a journey to rediscover myself. As a married individual with two young children, aged eight and four, I have realized that my relationship with my spouse has been less than fulfilling for quite some time.

For too long, I remained silent, paralyzed by the fear of change, the impact on him, and the prospect of navigating life alone. However, as I envision my future, I am beginning to understand that I would prefer to be single and happy rather than remain in an unhappy marriage.

The term that resonates with me regarding my relationship is "stuck." I feel trapped in a situation where I hold 50% of the control—this control being my actions and decisions within the relationship.

Like many, my relationship has had its share of highs and lows. It took me a considerable amount of time to recognize that I was merely going through the motions of life rather than truly experiencing it. Recently, I have become more attuned to my surroundings, and the reality I see is disheartening.

As I navigate this journey, I am defining my desires for the future and how I envision my life moving forward. I understand that achieving my goals will be a gradual process. Awareness is the essential first step, and I must remain committed to trusting the journey ahead.

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